Thursday, August 19, 2010

keeping time, ryan adams, and high fidelity

Have you ever kept time on your bed?  I guess that sounds pretty weird and sexual – not my intension. I was just lying in bed listening to whiney music attempting to go to sleep and distracted myself by tapping the beat on the mattress.  People definitely do this, right? Rob Gordon in High Fidelity definitely kept time on his bed. His bed, his head, with his fingers while his thumbs hook into the belt loops of his black skinny jeans…

The idea of laying awake listening to music unable to sleep isn’t a novelty.  Although there was something interesting about the hollow sound the mattress made that made me take note.  Heck! It made me sit up and turn on my compute. Perhaps I am being too reflective and making every casual observance have some significance I can ponder over. (I am into that sort of thing. You could even say I get off on it.)  Perhaps the hollow sound speaks the hollow crevasses of my callus heart.  I am such a B! Or maybe what A said to me the other day about not having people in his life stuck with me.  Do I not really have people in my ‘life’? I have people around me but who do  I share my life with?? Is my existence hollow in that way?  Ehhhh whatever. I hate that crap.  No more sharing. Jokes? 

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

i am such a pansy

I am working on the lusty pop sensibilities of John Mayer and the pathetic angst of Syvila Plath.

A blushing sun-dress
Testing it out by the water
I need a new life
____

An experiment in word association and of a similar vein and tone:

Spring sun dress
Warm warn jeans
shorts with heel, the sydney uniform
basketball sneakers... Adidas flip flops?
I don't remember...
Thresthold!
Fingers.
Gasp... high five!
"I need to get a new life."

Outside of Boston

"I was sleeping the sleep of death..." - Norwegian Wood by Haruki Murakami

Forever in Carlyle 

Intense physical memory
A cold fleshy cheek and a hug with half your body
Empty, a klonk of our heads.
Love? Doubt. Loneliness.
Him calling my name.
Strain.
We have to go.
"I'll carry you in my dreams."
He alone understood. (Along with one other person.)
Why?
Love!

Monday, August 2, 2010

new fav magazine.

This website is so great. Tons of info - gotta love the FAQs and all the beards. http://beeradvocate.com/

The James Franco Project

The James Franco Project

But seriously, is James Franco for real?!

Murakami


I'm reading Norwegian Wood and I am obsessed.  I have been looking for an new something to be a fan girl about.  So I guess this works out nicely.  Why is the Japanese erotism so surprising?